How Far Along?: 24 weeks
Produce Of The Week: Ear of Corn
Jeff's Item of the Week: Chicago Hot dog
Dr. appts: [WARNING! Rant coming!]
I saw a midwife yesterday and was not impressed. I've seen the midwives before and had concerns (apple cider vinegar does not fix all problems!) but from now on it's Dr's for me. She did not bring in my file or talk about my recent hospital visit. When I asked her about my liver levels and if they are testing them again that day, she said "We can if you want to!". Um no, we will, because you and I both need to know they have gone back to normal. RIGHT? Am I taking crazy pills here people? I also had the glucose test without any notice, since it was supposed to be on my next visit. Praying I passed that one.
Next up was Endocrinology, It didn't go much better. She didn't seem to think my last three spikes in TSH over the last 8 months were alarming.(trust me, this is alarming). She kept saying it was because they were stimulating my ovaries (that did not happen, bc I did not use my own eggs, which I explained). Then she told me she would have just upped my dosage at 4 weeks pregnant and had me come back at 10 weeks. Well that's really intereting since RBA had to check my TSH almost biweekly the first 10 weeks bc my TSH was out of control. Now I lack all confidence in this Dr.
She also told me she'll see me in two months - Oh, great, so you'll check to make sure all is ok just weeks before the baby arrives? - gee thanks! I decided that the bloodwork drawn yesterday will be very telling, but either way it turns out I'm going to request to be checked at least once every3-4 weeks until baby arrives. Next frustrating discussion was about postpartum depression in women without a thyroid. I've been told by trusted reproductive endocrinologists that I need to be uber careful after the baby comes with my dosage and should be watched closely. Her suggestion was to go back to "pre-pregancy Synthroid levels" and I'll be just fine.
1. Who knows what my "pre-pregnancy level" was? NO one. I was all over the charts this past year.
2. She says she guesses it would be 112mcgs, YOU GUESS? That makes me feel great.
3. I really believe my RBA doc about the relation to zero-thyroid and post postpartum depression and I'm taking that sh*t seriously. She grabbed my hands on my last appt. and looked me in the eye and told me she was worried about me. That's the real deal and I trust that woman. Also - she got me pregnant so there's that too.
4. I need a new Endo Dr. or I'm just going to have to make lots of lab appointments in her office and monitor the TSH myself to get her to pay attention to my levels.
Whoa- pent up rant from yesterday just dying to get out.
Cravings: candy
Best Moment of the Week:The weekend! We spent Easter with lots of friends and had a really nice Sunday. Also Jeff shaved his beard of terror.
Looking Ahead:Buffalo Shower in two weeks! Theme; You are my sunshine! love it!
In Other News: Our Master Bath is really coming along nicely. Jeff has tile finished and grouted this weekend, it's a white subway tile with a light grey grout, I love it. He doesn't like when I take progress pictures, he prefers I only show the final project but I'll get a few for everyone to see!
Bump(y) Bloopers:
*Jen & Crissy, just realized your little pillow made it into the bump shot (in the crib!)