The drugs have arrived, I wonder if those who have gone before me felt this strange feeling. The feeling is excitement, giddiness, mixed with some "holy shit balls", "this needle goes where?" "I hope my period never comes and im already pregnant".
I started estrogen on Saturday and it felt so good to have a role and a mission, even if it just meant putting a patch on, I felt accomplished. Now I just await my period, I'll call lois(my fertility nurse) on day 1 and on day two will be an ultrasound and bloodwork with my first shot of Lupron. Not feeling very chatty tonight so i think thats all, please pray that i wont ever have to write ivf 2.0.
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